Don't ever take things for granted ;

unbelievable.

didnt blog yesterday. stay back in school yesterday till around 7plus. help Mdm Soo to pack prizes for the Amazing Race today. and after that, went dinner with Erinna, but I didnt eat. and get to know something from her, and that feeling totally sucks. and reach home around 9pm. friends are always giving me problems.

well, today. school as usual. the fun part was only after school. the Amazing Race that we've been preparing for. hahah. overall, its was fun and experiencing. just that some of the groups are driving me crazy. not going to elaborate about the details. but I just hope all the sec3s people enjoyed themselves. after they were dismissed, we went Mac, Mdm Soo gave the Game Masters and the helpers a treat. arent she great?! she's the best teacher I ever seen, I dont understand why some people so dont like her. hahaha. and also she's the teacher I respect most. (: and me, Erinna, Cassandra and Xumin shared Four packets of Medium Fries. but I think me, Erin and Xumin ate less than half of the fries, and we were all full, Cassandra finished ALL! arent she pro?! LOLS. bring her out for buffet, I'm sure you wont waste your money. XD after that, we went Hougang Mall to return Library books and went home around 8plus.

below is just something I want to say to someone.

well, I'm feeling kinda disappointed in you. I never know you dislike/hate me so much. I dont understand why this is what I get in return when I thought you should know/understand me better than anyone else. cause we are once close, ~~that close.~~ for the past almost ~~2years~~, what I've been doing, its all bullshits I guess? hahah. now then I know I'm so stupid, now then I know I'm so naive. I always thought things will turn out better for the two of us, mayb not as ~~lovers again~~ but at least friends. but I seems so wrong, super wrong. if you think, everything I did, all the tears I cried for you were just purely because I want people to pity/sympathy me, then I want you to ask yourself, what for? have you ever spared a thought for me? I dont think so. ask my friends around me, ask them how difficult I pulled myself through all this shits, how much pain I go through, how much I complain to them. I'm not trying to say that I'm that great, but at least I know I'm not that bad. mind you, you have found your love, why must you still say things about me? have I really do something so wrong/bad to you? tell me, straight in my face and not behind my back, ~~thankyou.~~ and if you still have any comments about me, kindly keep it to yourself or tell me straight alright. dont be another ~~fcuker~~ who only know how to say bad things about others behind their back. ~~I wish I could hate you.~~ I swear I will never cry for you again, I dont see the meaning there. and I guess I have ~~wasted~~ 2years of my life time. thankyou for letting me see through what kind of person you are. but still, I have to wish you all the best in whatever you do. and also ~~thanks for loving me once.~~ goodbye.

Walk away, Loved. 9:40:00 PM `